me likey. Should I make a thread in feedback? to laud this epiphany of mine.
I find it very compatible for exploring without overloading gratuitously with namology my understanding of chess.
It also reduces the forward line "tatonnement" branch after branch from growing a single game line, I have limited daily allowance of stamina**, and it comes in short burst alternated with air head or lying down if it was from posture limitation endurance (not clear, not time to study which is which from innate, developped or accumulated along the way).
chess theory (i.e. for me it means understanding, and not exactly that which is written for eternity, the concepts not the words, but the words as current hypotheses about the concepts, themselves hypotheses along my future experience, nothing really feedfoward, many loop backs, toward a grandiose converging spiral with unknown rate of convergence, or cycle period...who cares, not me. as long as I can keep doing more of that. In my limited precious daily allowance... that is.. every day, might look like havng lots of time, but that is not the reality. I might not be alone, in that. I compensate my daily limitations, by coming back often... does not mean i am that often able to have mental quality or learning rate or depth (yes, depth of learning. insight stuff.. the stuff that I can actually count on, albeit uncontrollable when it happens, i can just navigate in the storm of alias, still subject to the waves of inadequacy (or not being the fittest). Grandiose is long shot, but in my case, it seem a good boat direction to keep coming back to.. it is my grandiose long arc big scope sextant. like the stars maybe? but they look like questions, and working hypotheses...
** (and no! it is not about training my current stamina to be longer, I have had a past life where it was too long already for my own health, and so, Tada: now have to pay the price, in many ways, limited resource it is!).
I find it very compatible for exploring without overloading gratuitously with namology my understanding of chess.
It also reduces the forward line "tatonnement" branch after branch from growing a single game line, I have limited daily allowance of stamina**, and it comes in short burst alternated with air head or lying down if it was from posture limitation endurance (not clear, not time to study which is which from innate, developped or accumulated along the way).
chess theory (i.e. for me it means understanding, and not exactly that which is written for eternity, the concepts not the words, but the words as current hypotheses about the concepts, themselves hypotheses along my future experience, nothing really feedfoward, many loop backs, toward a grandiose converging spiral with unknown rate of convergence, or cycle period...who cares, not me. as long as I can keep doing more of that. In my limited precious daily allowance... that is.. every day, might look like havng lots of time, but that is not the reality. I might not be alone, in that. I compensate my daily limitations, by coming back often... does not mean i am that often able to have mental quality or learning rate or depth (yes, depth of learning. insight stuff.. the stuff that I can actually count on, albeit uncontrollable when it happens, i can just navigate in the storm of alias, still subject to the waves of inadequacy (or not being the fittest). Grandiose is long shot, but in my case, it seem a good boat direction to keep coming back to.. it is my grandiose long arc big scope sextant. like the stars maybe? but they look like questions, and working hypotheses...
** (and no! it is not about training my current stamina to be longer, I have had a past life where it was too long already for my own health, and so, Tada: now have to pay the price, in many ways, limited resource it is!).